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Chariot is someone Spitfire is incredibly relaxed around. He feels comfortable coming to him with problems, and knowing that Chariot knows enough about his life right now to understand things he's not saying sometimes. It's not always perfect, but Spitfire trusts Chariot a lot in that regard. He's someone Spitfire wants to protect and he's frustrated because there's no good way to do it. Spit's just very... defensive of people he considers his, and somewhere along the lines, Chariot fell into that category.

:|a It's kind of strange, but he definitely sees himself and Chariot at the same level (mafia boss to King). It's never really occurred to him to think of Chariot as someone he's less than, and... honestly, he doesn't really have much problem with the whole mafia thing, so it's just... two people at the same level most of the time. Spitfire wouldn't really know what to do if Chariot asked him to join his family. He'd... probably say yes while in Aather, but Spit's a bad follower in practice. It would chafe too much to be under someone's command, even someone he respects as much as Chariot.

And... he's complicated. Spitfire definitely meant what he said after the darkness event. He doesn't really have any idea of how to qualify that though other than knowing that it's not really romantic. It just is. If anyone were to ever ask if he loved him, he would say yes and mean it, but it's not... it's not that simple, I guess. Hm... there are never enough words sometimes.

I guess "brothers" might work, but Spitfire has absolutely zero comprehension of what it really means to be a family, so it's not something he would ever think of in their relationship. Hm... if it's looked at in that light, Chariot would definitely be the older brother.

... i don't even know what i'm typing anymore =_(\;;;

What are Chariot's thoughts on the personae right now?

Still neutral overall! Chariot still hasn't had any situations where he's been strongly affected by something a personae did, though he does dislike some of them for the various trauma games. He's had people he's really cared about die as a result of games run by personae, yes, but he knows that flipping out and trying to attack the personae is dumb. So he kind of... deals with it and keeps his ear to the ground for more efficient ways to deal with the personae. It's something he'd like to talk with Mal about actually :|a

Would Spitfire go back home if he could?

That's... actually pretty complicated right now. If he was given the option right this minute, he would actually be pretty... messed up all over again. He's spent the last seven weeks distancing him from the idea of home. Especially in the last 2 weeks, he's been trying even harder. Accepting that he was dead meant accepting that he was never going home, and it's bee hard but he's... reaching a point where he can finally. So... suddenly finding out that he could go back would... send him back to making choices that... are nearly impossible.

His first reaction of course is a rather desperate YES, but at this point he's not even sure that would be wise. He mostly just wants to see his people. Ine, Sano, Kokuen, Simca... he misses them desperately. They're the family he's built for himself back home and he just flat out wants to have them back.

Of course... this is hinging on the idea that him going back means he's not dead and can actually go back to his normal life. If he had to cut all ties with them when he returned, he wouldn't... It would kill him by minutes to be in the same place and to never speak with any of them again.

And... honestly, he's starting to think that Kazu is better off without him around.

What would Chariot do if he found out he was dead back home?

That... that would be horrible and leave him kind of broken up because he is so GEARED to go back home right now that the idea of not being able to will kind of broken. FAILED THE FAMILY kind of thing. He would throw himself a lot more into working for Mally and bother his castmates even more than he does now. PROBABLY A LOT OF OTHER THINGS TOO but it would depend on where he was at mentally at the time. Like right now would... not be a good time. 8|a

If Chariot got booked then came back later to Aather as a completely blank hero/knight (no memories of aather/past), how would Spitfire handle it?

;-;

He... probably wouldn't let on how close they were. Just be around and be friendly and see what happened. It would... kill him a little inside, but he would do his best to not pressure him to be a certain way or place any expectations on their relationship. He would probably slip up sometimes, and be far more physically casual with him than was proper, but... ._. he'd still just try to be there for him as much as he could. just... ;-;

What are Chariot's favorite and least favorite icons to get from Spitfire, and what's one icons that he can't believe Spit has?