Questions Meme

[mylittlecavallone]

Gosh Dusk hit 10k and Chariot is nearing 5k what is my life.

RELATIONSHIP/QUESTIONS MEME for Dusk/Asch and Chariot/Dino. Also Mother Goose and Peter Pan if you want to talk personae.

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[orange_sun]

Copypasting from the big meme:

Right now he's kind of in shock. ;; He was braced to get hurt and it didn't happen, so he's kind of off-balance, and then a lot of other people did and that sucks. He's kind of...he thinks he SHOULD be guilty for not throwing the game, and he is a little, but the fact that Carnelian didn't get as badly mauled as a lot of other teams is kind of messing with that, and he...doesn't really know Carnelian that well? So it doesn't have quite as much personal impact as it might if he was playing against, say, Sapphire or Citrine. He also kind of...instinctively grasped that if both teams play to win, they'll match each other and minimize casualties, even if he doesn't really consciously realize that's what he was doing. So he doesn't really feel bad about playing to win but he's not sure why he doesn't feel bad. (Part of this is the cognitive imprint of a skill he doesn't have back yet; in certain types of situation, he'll start to think in strategic ways without really realizing it.)

That said, it's really the first time he's had to watch people get injured, and he desperately wants to do something about it but there's nothing for him to do. Josh always feels better when he's doing something; he hates being helpless or useless. So the aftermath was bad, but more "soldier on his first battlefield" bad than "crisis of conscience" bad. All in all, he's taking it a lot better than I expected!

Same for Dusk?