Chariot || Dino (
mylittlecavallone) wrote2011-08-05 04:51 pm
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Gosh Dusk hit 10k and Chariot is nearing 5k what is my life.
RELATIONSHIP/QUESTIONS MEME for Dusk/Asch and Chariot/Dino. Also Mother Goose and Peter Pan if you want to talk personae.
RELATIONSHIP/QUESTIONS MEME for Dusk/Asch and Chariot/Dino. Also Mother Goose and Peter Pan if you want to talk personae.
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It... didn't go as well as he had hoped for, largely for lack of leadership and organization he thought. Not so much a leader of all the teams, but a leader for the meeting in general, to keep people on topic and kind of recall attention to tasks at hand rather than letting everyone spin off into their own thing. Teams should have all had a set, equal number of representatives, including Onyx and Sterling, who should have taken place as the meeting leaders and mostly this meeting was all just kind of badly positioned from the get-go, from his view as someone who was tutored in politics/political meetings/etc etc. He does realize though that it could have gone just as badly even with organization and that no one should expect things to have been completely settled upon with just a single meeting. This was more or less just feeling out the other teams, something that's never been done before, and it'll take a few times until they start to get some sort of cohesion in working together as a community.
... Except a couple of teams walked out and didn't look very interested in coming back and that's a pretty bad thing. 8|a
SO YEAH he was kind of hopeful for the beginning of some sort of... social organization among the teams in uniting for common interests, but if all the teams don't show up, it kind of ruins the point. :\
How's Champion feeling after this Three game?
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Right now he's kind of in shock. ;; He was braced to get hurt and it didn't happen, so he's kind of off-balance, and then a lot of other people did and that sucks. He's kind of...he thinks he SHOULD be guilty for not throwing the game, and he is a little, but the fact that Carnelian didn't get as badly mauled as a lot of other teams is kind of messing with that, and he...doesn't really know Carnelian that well? So it doesn't have quite as much personal impact as it might if he was playing against, say, Sapphire or Citrine. He also kind of...instinctively grasped that if both teams play to win, they'll match each other and minimize casualties, even if he doesn't really consciously realize that's what he was doing. So he doesn't really feel bad about playing to win but he's not sure why he doesn't feel bad. (Part of this is the cognitive imprint of a skill he doesn't have back yet; in certain types of situation, he'll start to think in strategic ways without really realizing it.)
That said, it's really the first time he's had to watch people get injured, and he desperately wants to do something about it but there's nothing for him to do. Josh always feels better when he's doing something; he hates being helpless or useless. So the aftermath was bad, but more "soldier on his first battlefield" bad than "crisis of conscience" bad. All in all, he's taking it a lot better than I expected!
Same for Dusk?